Time off work ...

I have taken a couple weeks off work in order to get myself together and hope that things In Tyler and my life start working out<3

I often question god at these times asking why me ...but know that everything In life happens for a reason:)

I am trying to put together a service project for kloie for her birthday may 2nd if anyone has any ideas let me know:) my new anti depressant is starting to work wonders and my body is actually doing what it's supposed to as far as ovulating goes :) I just hope that soon its are turn to bring home are rainbow baby :)

Thank you all for on going support and courage you have all given me through this :)

-Jessica

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