The Metz Family

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Hello friends family and new followers :) we are now counting down the days till school is OUT! Woohoo! We have started making a list of fun things to do with school being out and making the most of this summer! With about a month and a few weeks left is school we are open to more ideas to add to our summer in the comments :) With that being said! What are somethings that you and your family is possibly looking into doing this summer as last summer most everyone was inside and quarantined praying that things get better. I know I am ready for ANY SORT OF NEW EXCITING FUN! We want to for sure check out the aquarium it’s been awhile since going there and also the zoo to check out what they have done since we didn’t really see or do anything last year for fear of getting sick we have a very medicaloo  ok ly fragile kiddo and keeping Mrs Brynlee well and healthy along with the boys is our number one priority. :) we will likely do a lot of things at home and try go out and about a bit as...

We are back and ready to share are WONDERFUL BUT CRAZY LIFE! With you I realize a huge amount of time has passed but I feel like writing here really helped me at different points in this crazy life roller coster! So since my post ALMOST 7 years ago’ we have added TWO MORE beautiful babies to our family , each pregnancy after Wyatt got harder and more complicated, different issues and ultimately after my last baby in January 2018 we decided to close up shop for good ? Or so we thought ( I’ll eventually get there.) I mean wow 7 years of updates is pretty insane! So we have 6 year  old Wyatt 🌈 our rainbow baby, then a couple years later we got blessed again with the help of some meds and got Brynlee she was born EARLY not because of preterm labor but because of some possible health issues she had. Which in the end she never really ended having, she does however have Preemie related problems , she eats with a feeding pump (gtube.) and is trying almost all food now. Just tiny amounts :...

I am really posting this is this really true? Did we have are rainbow? Yes yes we did, after 5 years of infertility and 5 losses we finally have are rainbow baby. We are more then thrilled to welcome Wyatt Braydon Metz born September 28th 2013, @ 1:12 am weighing 8 lbs 13 oz and 19.75 inches long.  More to come soon ....

I can't not believe that I am writing this finally saying we are 35 weeks pregnant and everything is still amazing with this little miracle <3. I got my cerclage out on september 3rd so he could be here any time now :).  We are more then ready for him and his room and things are just waiting for him. I have had a few contractions here and there and some that have made some change this week, hopefully I keep progressing and we have this little man soon:) we will post pictures as soon as possible after little man is born and that is If there are no issues with him which I highly doubt :)  Thought I would give a little update :)  -Jessica 

So we could really use any prayers or positive thoughts are way we found out some news today not horrible news but news that scared both tyler and I here is are update: I am still funneling and have all the way down to the stitch :/ I have 1.9 Cm of cervix after the stitch I am not dilated and have had zero contractions thank The Lord. I passed my glucose test and got my Rohgam shot for my RH factor :). All I can do at this point is take it easy and pray <3 Thank you all, I just wanna make it to at least 30-34 weeks <3 -Jessica 

So as some of you know I went into my appointment yesterday and my cervix is starting to give out Luckily I have my Cerclage (Stitch in my cervix.) keeping little guy in! I am on 26 weeks so really would like to keep him in as long as possible! They did say that if he were born now he would more then likely live, HOWEVER I would rather leave WITH my baby then having to leave empty handed once again, regardless of the situation. I am very Confident in my Team of Dr's at MFM that they will do everything that they can do to make sure that he stays. Its very scary being told all these things :( I JUST WANT A HEALTHY BABY! I have another appointment next Tuesday to check everything AGAIN and lets pray with my resting and doing nothing that changes to way that everything is looking. At this point we are VERY sure I will not deliver a FULL TERM baby BUT my goal is to keep him in tell at LEAST 30-34 weeks :) Prayers and Positive thoughts this way would be very much Appreciated.

I am very happy and Pleased to say that this Pregnancy has been un eventful up to this point :D . We have had a very normal pregnancy and it feels Surreal to say. This baby was a for sure Blessing considering we were not trying at this point we planned on taking the year off.  We are 23 weeks pregnant and so far I have Experienced a lot of things this pregnancy I was unable to experience with Kloie. I have been feeling him move Regularly since 22 weeks, I was able to get my 20 week Ultra sound both things were things I was unable to do with Kloie. I feel like this will be are bring home baby BUT I still have my fears and doubts I have seen so much and heard many other angel mama stories its hard to relax, With Faith and positive thoughts I have gotten to this point :)  We go in tomorrow for a repeat Ultrasound as Little Wyatt man didn't want to uncurl out of his little ball he was in lol :) I wouldn't either.  I will update more once we have the Ultra sound tomor...

So as most of you know we are pregnant again :) this pregnancy came as a Surprise as we stopped trying for the year. We were going to take a year off and focus on other things. This baby was determined to make it here though :) We are now 12 weeks pregnant and very thankful for the easy stress free pregnancy so far. I have not had the issues with this pregnancy like I have had with the others. We are not Regulars to the ER this pregnancy which is very nice. I hate going to the ER for anything. The only thing that has been horrible this pregnancy is the morning sickness. That every day I am so thankful for ;)  I will be having Surgery next Tuesday April 2nd so they can go in there and do a Stitch in my Cervix, That will keep baby in. and then I will follow with starting the p17 shots to keep me from going into Pre-term labor. I am excited that we have made it this far with this pregnancy and am so grateful for the change to be pregnant again. I pray that this is are rainbow baby ...

This is your Second Christmas in Heaven, And all day my arms ached for her and my babies. Although my Sorrows are deep and most people "could only Imagine" what I have been through I found myself at peace this christmas. I know that my babies are with loved ones and what better then Jesus himself. I do miss my babies and know that I will see them again soon. We have decided to wait to try and get pregnant as I want to lose some more weight so that are chances become better. With everything else that I have wrong losing weight should be one of the things that I can do to help for having another loss. I am very Grateful for the people that i have met this year they have brought me lots of Joy:) and I know that each and everyone of you came into my life for a reason. I have met many more moms that have gone through similar things and became very close to a lot of them. Don't get my wrong i still have my moments where my arms want my babies. But I am learning to deal with...

HELLO FAMILY AND FRIENDS:) I would like to start by saying that my Surgery went very well. Without complications.( I was very grumpy when can too after this surgery .) LOL just ask Tyler but he put up with it like a champ. I had my Post Op yesterday to go over everything that we will be doing to try and get pregnant again:) And we can Officially start "Trying" in January. I am not going to lie but its been nice not stressing about TTC:) Its been really Relaxing actually. Since the Surgery I have been on a Hormone Therapy to rebuild my Lining. I am on Estrogen and also Provera this week. I am almost done with my Estrogen (THANK GOD.) Its been HORRIBLE LOL. I have a good feeling about this next time we try to get pregnant and plan to try and do everything possible to help this baby come to earth:) I would like to Also thank ALL THE ANGEL MOM's that I have met over the past year:) Its been amazing to meet you all and know that you all have went through very similar th...

I am having surgery On Friday the 26th :/ Its called a Metroplasty, Thank god its a pretty easy surgery and everything should go smoothly. The Pros to this surgery is better then the con's the only crappy thing is we can TTC (Try to conceive.) tell January you have to give your Uterus time to heal and also I have to do a Hormone therapy. I am nervous of course but will get over it I am sure:) I will update everyone after the surgery Friday:) Love you all and know that I thank you for all support given:) ~Jessica~

So we have moved into are house :) most things are set up and some are still getting started :) I feel like it takes forever to get everything where it needs to go. I will be having surgery on October 26th for my Uterus, to get rid of my heart shape in my uterus. My doctor said that i am the 50% of the people she don't have answers for. :( Its hard! My worst nightmare coming true! I really wish that we had more answers! :( But I have to keep telling myself that this is all a blessing in some way. Also this month is Infant Loss awareness month. October 15th @ 7:00 p.m please Light a candle for babies you have lost people you know that have lost babies! I thank you all that have supported us in this Trial.  Its been rough and for those who don't understand I don't ask you to I just ask for support! :) PLEASE REMEMBER LIGHT THAT CANDLE 7:00 P.m October 15th:) Also tomorrow is the Walk of Remembrance:) I am so excited I will post pictures asap. ~Jessica

Today has been a Productive day of packing and getting ready to move next weekend:) I can't help but think that this is all for a NEW FRESH start I am very excited and hope that it all works out Perfectly! As for updates on the last loss. We did get the Pathology and Genetics testing back and it was all Normal (Frustrating I know.) and this little angel would have been a boy. I can't help but wonder what he would have looked like!! Its rough when you get NO answers! Everything is NORMAL that is what we keep getting told! REALLY its normal when this is our 5th loss? I don't understand! However we are still hopeful and praying that it will happen one day! I know it will its just a matter of time! I have prayed and prayed about it and I don't feel like Tyler and I need to give up yet! Just thought that I would give a little update as to what is going on:) ~Jessica

I thought that I Would write a update as it has been a while! A lot of things have happened since my last update! We got pregnant in August:) So EXCITED!! But this pregnancy is nothing like Kloies, There have been Lots more Trips to the ER and scares ups and downs and lastly more then likely a down. We have a appointment today with my RE to see what is going on but the last time we seen Baby babies heart rate was really slow:( my heart is breaking, I was so excited I don't understand WHY US? Why do I have to be the one with all these issues:( Everyone around me as been more then Helpful and supportive but not ONE of them know what I am going through unless you are a PAL or Angel mom:( . Its so hard and this road I would not wish on my WORST enemy this is the WORST pain a mother has to go through! We have done all the testing we have gotten no answers "EVERYTHING IS NORMAL" is what I keep being told!! Its so annoying! And makes this whole thing worse! . Anyway I have a ...

So to start off, This cycle did not work with the Trigger shot, Although I am very upset and sad, I know that it is going to all work out in the end. AS much as i feel that it wont. We are going to take a break this next couple months and Enjoy are summer:) On a brighter note I have a Fun filled day ahead of me:) I am going to a baby shower today which is a HUGE step for me. I am so excited to spend time with Amazing people:) I also get to see my Nephews ALL night:) which is AWESOME! they get to come and spend the night :) YAY! I can't believe how much just having them in my life has changed me:) I missed them so much! I am so glad that we got Visiting rights back again:) ( Its a long story). Any who I just thought that I Would update a little while sitting here Sipping on my much need coffee:) Have a wonderful weekend everyone:) xoxo ~Jessica

Out Dog Mylee is very funny :) Take a look at her YOUTUBE CHANNEL http://youtu.be/lz6zjmCjJDg :) ~Jessica~

We are not in the Dreaded TWW( Two week wait.) I have finally Ovulated and everything seems to be OK and on track! I am very hopeful and am really starting to think this may happen sooner then later:) I cant believe in august it will be "Officially" A year since trying again! I hate that it is taking so long. Its so hard on Are marriage! I want this so bad! I really cant wait to meet with my Physic Medium coming soon! Hopefully she has some Inspiring news! My Fortune Egg:) Picture I took For Kloie<3 I call it my Kloie Firework. On a home front note! I have kept up with ALL my laundry for 3 weeks my house is pretty much Spotless, And I am finally free from the Depression that was keeping me from getting stuff done! I still have my "Kloie days" But there not as bad! I learn to Smile when I see her face and think of her! I have wonderful friends at work that have helped me so much. Also other friends and family have been amazing. If it wasn't for T...

I did my Trigger shot thursday:) And I am hoping that we Catch a good EGG :) and Sperm this cycle! I have had a pretty awesome weekend, I got to see my nephews after 7 years. (Its a really long story.) Zak is now 11 almost 12 and Ricky just turned 8. Its hard when the last time that I seen them they were 4 and 1. Its ok though because now I know it will be a Permanate relationship. I missed them so much and it eases the pain of my own losses seeing them. I know that there not my kids but there my blood and it helps. I love them. We are getting them for a few hours next saturday as well :) I am SOO EXCITED we are going to the movies yay! This weather has been insane as well :( I wish that it wasent so burning out outside! I am dying lol! I get to test for pregnancy on July 16th hopfully I have a good update for everyone! I am scared and excited all at the same time:) Thank you all again for your on going support I really Appreciate all of you. ~Jessica~

I went for my RE appointment today:) ALL Genetics Testing for me came back NORMAL:) That had me really happy! Also My eggs are growing just fine, I am doing a trigger shot this cycle which will release all my Mature eggs." The shots are $105.00 a piece which is tough but I figure that if it helps me bring home and Healthy Baby I will be happy! I am praying that this is the month and that we CATCH a good egg this time:) Please pray for me and my husband I would like more then ever for this baby. ~Jessica~