The Metz Family

Life has been Crazy lately starting a new job,Trying to concieve our first baby..... Its been nuts, I cant begin to explain the stress and of work.. I have never been bad at anything and this job I have now and I almost feel like I am failing at what i am doing now...I really need to go back to school and get a career! Most all my friends have already went and are done what can i say i am a late starter lol! My need for a baby is getting worse with everyday! I hope and pray that I can get pregnant but we have been trying for  almost 2 years, I am sure that it will happen its just the timing... Everyone please Pray for me!!!

Being married is Great:) I has its ups and its downs:) As most of you know me and tyler have been trying to concieve with yet no luck:( I can only pray that god will help us! That is all both of us want and I almost feel like I cant wait any longer! I see all my friends with there kids on to there secnod third kids at that. Its soo hard to sit back and just watch knowing that in your heart just to have your OWN would make your life whole! Everyone says that with time this will happen and Im sure it will I just pray every night, And tell god to send me my little angel that i deserve by far after everything that Ive been through! As far as life .. I got a new job which is great:) making way more money then I was before and there is always a chance to make more if i keep my sells up:) I cant wait tell valentines day so me and tyler can just get a way for a day were going out to wendover whoot whoot ... hahaha well i hope everyone is having a wonderful evening ~Jessica~

The start of this new year has been CRAZY but I think only with time will it get better:) I am sure most people would say that we are having way bad luck but really its been a learning Experiance! Its made and and tyler both look at things and re think healthy habits and get rid of all the bad habits that we have and were doing , Tyler spent about a day in the hospital recently and it made me realize how much i depend on tyler and how much I need him so We are going to make the best out of this experiance and start getting healthy together:) Any and all support will help thanks everyone:)