Missing something I Never Seen!
Me and my husband were more then excited when we found out that we were going to be bringing New Life into out lives we have been trying for 3 years and knowing I could get pregnant was a blessing :) Shortly after the long wait of getting pregnant we lost the baby! To my surprise sooner then we thought! I was 8 1/2 weeks when I went in for my first appointment and the baby has stopped growing at 5 1/2 weeks I will never understand Why us? Why this baby when so many people go on to have a wonderful pregnancy and a great life! I almost think that my life isnt ment to be ok that something always has to stop be from being happy! I know that god has a reason for everything I just do not understand why now why us after trying for so long! I have not given up hope for the day that we do bring are little one into this world I just feel like that time is far away !