The Metz Family

I have to say that I thought I would have a hard day .. But I got through it well:D I appreciate all of you that were there in thought and in pray or thought :) I have found more closure lately, I still miss my daughter more then words and talk about her daily.. However I know she would want me to be happy :) Update with Re I have a appointment Friday for a follow up:) Also things seem to be regulating themselves :) mother nature came on her own last month :) I was so beyond happy ... I will update as soon as possible after Fridays appointment<3 Thank you all for your on going support ~ Jessica

I sit here and miss you more and more each day, I can even start to describe the way I feel on this Easter day. I can feel you with me from time to time when my heart falls into pieces, all I want to do is give a million kisses. The pain from losing you has been with me daily, each holiday that passes I heal a little more. I just can't wait to finally see you once more. But today know I love you and wish you were hear with me along with your angel siblings. Please tell them I love them and miss them too, I am just happy there with you. Happy first easter in heaven my Angels Know that daddy and I love you until we meet again fly high in the sky so blue and know I will be alway loving you <3 -written by: Jessica Metz Rest in peace my Angels: June 2010, October 2010, and kloie Lynn Metz may*2*2011 <3

So I am sitting here thinking that If Kloie was here We would be taking her to her first Easter Egg hunt, It makes me really sad:( I forgot how excited i was to take to to this easter egg hunt! I hate Holidays lately!! I try to forget them but its hard! I am just hoping that I find the Strength to get through this weekend. Tonight Me and the Hubby are going to Boondocks to have some fun with some Couple friends i think that its going to be really fun:) I am super excited! Get my mind off stuff for a bit! Anyhow  I got some Test results back from my RE and there all NORMAL:) My blood type is kinda weird though its not completely Negative but not a True Positive Either so I was still need Rohgam in Pregnancy! I am starting to wonder if this issue is why I had to early losses? I am really happy that i am seeing this Dr she has told me things that i never knew about myself and she Actually Explains them well to were i understand it!  I am hoping that we are Pregnant by the end of the year

So I have started My new Project with Work :) Its pretty nice I suppose, Its a lot of getting used to but really nice that i am in the same Training class as All my Hyundai Friends:), Kloies Birthday is Approaching at a Rapid Speed:( Its making me so sad, I don't know how I am going to handle that day! I will for sure take the day off I don't think that I would be able to work. My mother n law and I are going to get Kloie Memory Tattoos:) I am really Excited about it!:) I hope that i can make it through her birthday without completely losing my mind:(  We are still TTC its been a Challenge this time, its making me really disappointed But I have met a really great doctor and i feel that she will figure out what is wrong with me. I am hopeful that we will get pregnant within the year but who knows:) Anyways its been a while since i updated so I thought that I would update for you all! Tyler and I are doing well:) And hoping for Some financial Breaks here soon but besides that WE