The Metz Family

I am very happy and Pleased to say that this Pregnancy has been un eventful up to this point :D . We have had a very normal pregnancy and it feels Surreal to say. This baby was a for sure Blessing considering we were not trying at this point we planned on taking the year off.  We are 23 weeks pregnant and so far I have Experienced a lot of things this pregnancy I was unable to experience with Kloie. I have been feeling him move Regularly since 22 weeks, I was able to get my 20 week Ultra sound both things were things I was unable to do with Kloie. I feel like this will be are bring home baby BUT I still have my fears and doubts I have seen so much and heard many other angel mama stories its hard to relax, With Faith and positive thoughts I have gotten to this point :)  We go in tomorrow for a repeat Ultrasound as Little Wyatt man didn't want to uncurl out of his little ball he was in lol :) I wouldn't either.  I will update more once we have the Ultra sound tomorrow ho

So as most of you know we are pregnant again :) this pregnancy came as a Surprise as we stopped trying for the year. We were going to take a year off and focus on other things. This baby was determined to make it here though :) We are now 12 weeks pregnant and very thankful for the easy stress free pregnancy so far. I have not had the issues with this pregnancy like I have had with the others. We are not Regulars to the ER this pregnancy which is very nice. I hate going to the ER for anything. The only thing that has been horrible this pregnancy is the morning sickness. That every day I am so thankful for ;)  I will be having Surgery next Tuesday April 2nd so they can go in there and do a Stitch in my Cervix, That will keep baby in. and then I will follow with starting the p17 shots to keep me from going into Pre-term labor. I am excited that we have made it this far with this pregnancy and am so grateful for the change to be pregnant again. I pray that this is are rainbow baby and

This is your Second Christmas in Heaven, And all day my arms ached for her and my babies. Although my Sorrows are deep and most people "could only Imagine" what I have been through I found myself at peace this christmas. I know that my babies are with loved ones and what better then Jesus himself. I do miss my babies and know that I will see them again soon. We have decided to wait to try and get pregnant as I want to lose some more weight so that are chances become better. With everything else that I have wrong losing weight should be one of the things that I can do to help for having another loss. I am very Grateful for the people that i have met this year they have brought me lots of Joy:) and I know that each and everyone of you came into my life for a reason. I have met many more moms that have gone through similar things and became very close to a lot of them. Don't get my wrong i still have my moments where my arms want my babies. But I am learning to deal with

HELLO FAMILY AND FRIENDS:) I would like to start by saying that my Surgery went very well. Without complications.( I was very grumpy when can too after this surgery .) LOL just ask Tyler but he put up with it like a champ. I had my Post Op yesterday to go over everything that we will be doing to try and get pregnant again:) And we can Officially start "Trying" in January. I am not going to lie but its been nice not stressing about TTC:) Its been really Relaxing actually. Since the Surgery I have been on a Hormone Therapy to rebuild my Lining. I am on Estrogen and also Provera this week. I am almost done with my Estrogen (THANK GOD.) Its been HORRIBLE LOL. I have a good feeling about this next time we try to get pregnant and plan to try and do everything possible to help this baby come to earth:) I would like to Also thank ALL THE ANGEL MOM's that I have met over the past year:) Its been amazing to meet you all and know that you all have went through very similar th

I am having surgery On Friday the 26th :/ Its called a Metroplasty, Thank god its a pretty easy surgery and everything should go smoothly. The Pros to this surgery is better then the con's the only crappy thing is we can TTC (Try to conceive.) tell January you have to give your Uterus time to heal and also I have to do a Hormone therapy. I am nervous of course but will get over it I am sure:) I will update everyone after the surgery Friday:) Love you all and know that I thank you for all support given:) ~Jessica~

So we have moved into are house :) most things are set up and some are still getting started :) I feel like it takes forever to get everything where it needs to go. I will be having surgery on October 26th for my Uterus, to get rid of my heart shape in my uterus. My doctor said that i am the 50% of the people she don't have answers for. :( Its hard! My worst nightmare coming true! I really wish that we had more answers! :( But I have to keep telling myself that this is all a blessing in some way. Also this month is Infant Loss awareness month. October 15th @ 7:00 p.m please Light a candle for babies you have lost people you know that have lost babies! I thank you all that have supported us in this Trial.  Its been rough and for those who don't understand I don't ask you to I just ask for support! :) PLEASE REMEMBER LIGHT THAT CANDLE 7:00 P.m October 15th:) Also tomorrow is the Walk of Remembrance:) I am so excited I will post pictures asap. ~Jessica

Today has been a Productive day of packing and getting ready to move next weekend:) I can't help but think that this is all for a NEW FRESH start I am very excited and hope that it all works out Perfectly! As for updates on the last loss. We did get the Pathology and Genetics testing back and it was all Normal (Frustrating I know.) and this little angel would have been a boy. I can't help but wonder what he would have looked like!! Its rough when you get NO answers! Everything is NORMAL that is what we keep getting told! REALLY its normal when this is our 5th loss? I don't understand! However we are still hopeful and praying that it will happen one day! I know it will its just a matter of time! I have prayed and prayed about it and I don't feel like Tyler and I need to give up yet! Just thought that I would give a little update as to what is going on:) ~Jessica