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Prayers and positive thoughts needed please <3

So we could really use any prayers or positive thoughts are way we found out some news today not horrible news but news that scared both tyler and I here is are update: I am still funneling and have all the way down to the stitch :/ I have 1.9 Cm of cervix after the stitch I am not dilated and have had zero contractions thank The Lord. I passed my glucose test and got my Rohgam shot for my RH factor :). All I can do at this point is take it easy and pray <3 Thank you all, I just wanna make it to at least 30-34 weeks <3 -Jessica 

Bed rest tell lil man comes.

So as some of you know I went into my appointment yesterday and my cervix is starting to give out Luckily I have my Cerclage (Stitch in my cervix.) keeping little guy in! I am on 26 weeks so really would like to keep him in as long as possible! They did say that if he were born now he would more then likely live, HOWEVER I would rather leave WITH my baby then having to leave empty handed once again, regardless of the situation. I am very Confident in my Team of Dr's at MFM that they will do everything that they can do to make sure that he stays. Its very scary being told all these things :( I JUST WANT A HEALTHY BABY! I have another appointment next Tuesday to check everything AGAIN and lets pray with my resting and doing nothing that changes to way that everything is looking. At this point we are VERY sure I will not deliver a FULL TERM baby BUT my goal is to keep him in tell at LEAST 30-34 weeks :) Prayers and Positive thoughts this way would be very much Appreciated.

23 weeks Pregnant ...

I am very happy and Pleased to say that this Pregnancy has been un eventful up to this point :D . We have had a very normal pregnancy and it feels Surreal to say. This baby was a for sure Blessing considering we were not trying at this point we planned on taking the year off.  We are 23 weeks pregnant and so far I have Experienced a lot of things this pregnancy I was unable to experience with Kloie. I have been feeling him move Regularly since 22 weeks, I was able to get my 20 week Ultra sound both things were things I was unable to do with Kloie. I feel like this will be are bring home baby BUT I still have my fears and doubts I have seen so much and heard many other angel mama stories its hard to relax, With Faith and positive thoughts I have gotten to this point :)  We go in tomorrow for a repeat Ultrasound as Little Wyatt man didn't want to uncurl out of his little ball he was in lol :) I wouldn't either.  I will update more once we have the Ultra sound tomorrow ho

Rainbow baby:)

So as most of you know we are pregnant again :) this pregnancy came as a Surprise as we stopped trying for the year. We were going to take a year off and focus on other things. This baby was determined to make it here though :) We are now 12 weeks pregnant and very thankful for the easy stress free pregnancy so far. I have not had the issues with this pregnancy like I have had with the others. We are not Regulars to the ER this pregnancy which is very nice. I hate going to the ER for anything. The only thing that has been horrible this pregnancy is the morning sickness. That every day I am so thankful for ;)  I will be having Surgery next Tuesday April 2nd so they can go in there and do a Stitch in my Cervix, That will keep baby in. and then I will follow with starting the p17 shots to keep me from going into Pre-term labor. I am excited that we have made it this far with this pregnancy and am so grateful for the change to be pregnant again. I pray that this is are rainbow baby and

2nd Christmas In heaven:D

This is your Second Christmas in Heaven, And all day my arms ached for her and my babies. Although my Sorrows are deep and most people "could only Imagine" what I have been through I found myself at peace this christmas. I know that my babies are with loved ones and what better then Jesus himself. I do miss my babies and know that I will see them again soon. We have decided to wait to try and get pregnant as I want to lose some more weight so that are chances become better. With everything else that I have wrong losing weight should be one of the things that I can do to help for having another loss. I am very Grateful for the people that i have met this year they have brought me lots of Joy:) and I know that each and everyone of you came into my life for a reason. I have met many more moms that have gone through similar things and became very close to a lot of them. Don't get my wrong i still have my moments where my arms want my babies. But I am learning to deal with

Post Op.. And Giving Thanks:)

HELLO FAMILY AND FRIENDS:) I would like to start by saying that my Surgery went very well. Without complications.( I was very grumpy when can too after this surgery .) LOL just ask Tyler but he put up with it like a champ. I had my Post Op yesterday to go over everything that we will be doing to try and get pregnant again:) And we can Officially start "Trying" in January. I am not going to lie but its been nice not stressing about TTC:) Its been really Relaxing actually. Since the Surgery I have been on a Hormone Therapy to rebuild my Lining. I am on Estrogen and also Provera this week. I am almost done with my Estrogen (THANK GOD.) Its been HORRIBLE LOL. I have a good feeling about this next time we try to get pregnant and plan to try and do everything possible to help this baby come to earth:) I would like to Also thank ALL THE ANGEL MOM's that I have met over the past year:) Its been amazing to meet you all and know that you all have went through very similar th

Surgery on Friday <3

I am having surgery On Friday the 26th :/ Its called a Metroplasty, Thank god its a pretty easy surgery and everything should go smoothly. The Pros to this surgery is better then the con's the only crappy thing is we can TTC (Try to conceive.) tell January you have to give your Uterus time to heal and also I have to do a Hormone therapy. I am nervous of course but will get over it I am sure:) I will update everyone after the surgery Friday:) Love you all and know that I thank you for all support given:) ~Jessica~