The Metz Family

I thought that I Would write a update as it has been a while! A lot of things have happened since my last update! We got pregnant in August:) So EXCITED!! But this pregnancy is nothing like Kloies, There have been Lots more Trips to the ER and scares ups and downs and lastly more then likely a down. We have a appointment today with my RE to see what is going on but the last time we seen Baby babies heart rate was really slow:( my heart is breaking, I was so excited I don't understand WHY US? Why do I have to be the one with all these issues:( Everyone around me as been more then Helpful and supportive but not ONE of them know what I am going through unless you are a PAL or Angel mom:( . Its so hard and this road I would not wish on my WORST enemy this is the WORST pain a mother has to go through! We have done all the testing we have gotten no answers "EVERYTHING IS NORMAL" is what I keep being told!! Its so annoying! And makes this whole thing worse! . Anyway I have a

So to start off, This cycle did not work with the Trigger shot, Although I am very upset and sad, I know that it is going to all work out in the end. AS much as i feel that it wont. We are going to take a break this next couple months and Enjoy are summer:) On a brighter note I have a Fun filled day ahead of me:) I am going to a baby shower today which is a HUGE step for me. I am so excited to spend time with Amazing people:) I also get to see my Nephews ALL night:) which is AWESOME! they get to come and spend the night :) YAY! I can't believe how much just having them in my life has changed me:) I missed them so much! I am so glad that we got Visiting rights back again:) ( Its a long story). Any who I just thought that I Would update a little while sitting here Sipping on my much need coffee:) Have a wonderful weekend everyone:) xoxo ~Jessica

Out Dog Mylee is very funny :) Take a look at her YOUTUBE CHANNEL http://youtu.be/lz6zjmCjJDg :) ~Jessica~

We are not in the Dreaded TWW( Two week wait.) I have finally Ovulated and everything seems to be OK and on track! I am very hopeful and am really starting to think this may happen sooner then later:) I cant believe in august it will be "Officially" A year since trying again! I hate that it is taking so long. Its so hard on Are marriage! I want this so bad! I really cant wait to meet with my Physic Medium coming soon! Hopefully she has some Inspiring news! My Fortune Egg:) Picture I took For Kloie<3 I call it my Kloie Firework. On a home front note! I have kept up with ALL my laundry for 3 weeks my house is pretty much Spotless, And I am finally free from the Depression that was keeping me from getting stuff done! I still have my "Kloie days" But there not as bad! I learn to Smile when I see her face and think of her! I have wonderful friends at work that have helped me so much. Also other friends and family have been amazing. If it wasn't for T

I did my Trigger shot thursday:) And I am hoping that we Catch a good EGG :) and Sperm this cycle! I have had a pretty awesome weekend, I got to see my nephews after 7 years. (Its a really long story.) Zak is now 11 almost 12 and Ricky just turned 8. Its hard when the last time that I seen them they were 4 and 1. Its ok though because now I know it will be a Permanate relationship. I missed them so much and it eases the pain of my own losses seeing them. I know that there not my kids but there my blood and it helps. I love them. We are getting them for a few hours next saturday as well :) I am SOO EXCITED we are going to the movies yay! This weather has been insane as well :( I wish that it wasent so burning out outside! I am dying lol! I get to test for pregnancy on July 16th hopfully I have a good update for everyone! I am scared and excited all at the same time:) Thank you all again for your on going support I really Appreciate all of you. ~Jessica~

I went for my RE appointment today:) ALL Genetics Testing for me came back NORMAL:) That had me really happy! Also My eggs are growing just fine, I am doing a trigger shot this cycle which will release all my Mature eggs." The shots are $105.00 a piece which is tough but I figure that if it helps me bring home and Healthy Baby I will be happy! I am praying that this is the month and that we CATCH a good egg this time:) Please pray for me and my husband I would like more then ever for this baby. ~Jessica~

I have been cleaning and relaxing today:) I worked 4 hours of Overtime this morning. Gotta work for that dollar! I plan on trying to get my house Spotless this weekend! I can not take it anymore:( ..I also am trying this new BBQ chicken recipe tonight:) Super excited about it! We plan on trying again right away after the last loss:) I don't think that waiting is going to do anything. :) I am just going to try to do the same thing that we did last month:) Any who just wanted to update:) Life today seems Wonderful and Its the happiest I have been in a long time:) I also have my Follicle Ultra sound Monday:) so will see how that goes:) I will update after that appointment. ~Jessica~